Series Premiere :: The Art of Seducing Hot Androgynous Lesbians at the Dog and Duck :: Coffee Enemas, Vodka Enemas, and sharing a cup of coffee with no one :: This weekends upcoming show and a damned juicy turkey :: stripping my voice, finding a goddess and remembering a regret :: beer, the show, danny tenaglia and dancing until my toes blistered :: what do women really want, and why are you asking me? :: what do men really want, and why aren't most women gay? :: random thoughts from a random mind

I should learn to sleep through the beatings :: This space has yet to be proven true :: Stop Californicating Austin !© :: Nothing to say

yet another night of homophobia

why i don't write as much as i used to :: something worth writing about. finally! :: the frozen beach

I finally get it :: breathe in slow, exhale slower... repeat... ::

an explanation, an apology :: another sticky morning :: by the way... :: oh joy

i had dinner :: the road under my feet and the road ahead :: the horoscope explained, for self righteous idiots :: something i meant to add

to bend the heavens :: i can't believe i slept with myself, AGAIN ! :: the weight of groove :: addendum :: learning new and exciting ways to hate the heat :: This is wrong and unholy :: the chorus of silence :: the swarm of memories :: autumn is one step closer

it's been a while :: the prospect of autumn :: swimming with the cicada's :: i :: ii :: iii

the scouring summer :: the riptide of conciousness :: my eyes feel like raisins :: the here, the now and the nothing :: cycles :: the sound of now

the endless now :: i can breathe again :: update on the show :: the rhythm of the sheltering sky :: my fish are dying :: the weight of idiots

about confidence and such :: the silken voice :: watching the trainwreck of democracy :: market street blues :: a new look :: it doesn't make me feel any better

crouching tiger, pouncing shellito :: the memory of breath

sober and burning :: it's over :: apologies :: i am a DIAT

new sections :: i almost forgot :: i am tired :: kill your bugs

the palette of water and gray :: in anticipation of now :: read my sounds

nothing to say :: the maelstrom :: trust broken :: Eeyore's birthday

my heroes fell :: i remembered :: an alter to worship :: on the cusp of dullness

there's more than this :: Less than now :: disassociated

the art of forgetting, explained :: a moment of vanity :: stand thee fair :: self loathing :: bad bad bad :: i came across this :: what it's like to be a guy

dead heat :: the needs of time :: the last moment of life :: time to heal :: rant-o-rama :: a tide of humility :: august rain

a new chapter :: my new girlfriend :: the zen of seduction :: infinite sorrow :: the pain of honesty :: WCTAA :: 3 and a half months, gone

02 oct 2001 :: a good time to be unemployed
07 oct 2001 :: a good weekend
14 oct 2001 :: unemployed and dateless
21 oct 2001 :: It's a lot like... now
23 oct 2001 :: Screw it. I'm going to printmaking

06 nov 2001 :: it shore don't feel like autumn
11 nov 2001 :: breathe
21 nov 2001 :: Pasta Dreams and the Guv'ner of New Jersey
22 nov 2001 :: lick the sky
25 nov 2001 :: another wanker who's probabaly going to breed
27 nov 2001 :: FUCK YOU, CINEMARK
28 nov 2001 :: insert random quote

04 dec 2001 :: supid CloneCD
09 dec 2001 :: stuff
10 dec 2001 :: oh well
11 dec 2001 :: test results
13 dec 2001 :: this is the end of the world
14 dec 2001 :: scam
16 dec 2001 :: dream a little dream
20 dec 2001 :: fatwa Nu. 4

02 jan 2002 :: why don't they just want to FUCK me?
03 jan 2002 :: one of my many resolutions
04 jan 2002 :: i've been letting my van Dyk grow out
07 jan 2002 :: fuck download.com
14 jan 2002 :: inventory

02 feb 2002 :: everything and nothing to say
05 feb 2002 :: untitled
10 feb 2002 :: in anticipation of Social Isolation Day (was Valentine's Day)
20 feb 2002 :: disappointed
24 feb 2002 :: five plastic rings: the US hosts the Olympics.
27 feb 2002 :: what's wrong with this picture?

05 mar 2002 :: stuff 'n things
10 mar 2002 :: something i've been meaning to add
22 mar 2002 :: goodbye Joe and Jamie

22 apr 2002 :: can't hold it in any longer

01 may 2002 :: a trip to Florida and some Viagra
08 may 2002 :: selling myself short and the scalpel
20 may 2002 :: the getaway to sand, salt and sun